I must be dreaming
Apr. 25th, 2011 05:57 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
muck_a_luckSaturday night, horrible, horrible nightmares that would not stop, even though I woke up several times and lay awake trying to dispel them. There was a Nostromo type alien, going around killing people outright. It was near me and I was trying to stay away from it. Then the people started coming to life again and it was sort of a pod-people zombie type dream after that. I was in a strange house/building, like a demented co-op, I think, with many levels and a lot of people. I am certain I woke up three different times during this dream and it came back every time I went back to sleep, which is very unusual for me.
So last night tried to make up for it. I dreamed about people I have loved dearly who, due to distance or death are not in my life anymore. My great-grandmother, my paternal grandfather, my maternal grandmother, an old crush, a far-away uncle, even my parents (who are alive, of course, but far away and I was thinking of them a lot yesterday). It was a very fluid dream, and I don't remember it all. My great-grandmother was in a class with me, then I was trying to get to church with her and my grandmother, then I think I was at Granddad's house with the rest of my birth family, where I was trying to clean some kind of fancy coffemaker with the old crush, and I noticed that the kitchen clock had been turned upside down and I yelled at my uncle did he do that, which he denied. It was an odd dream, but it was nice to be with those people again.
In other news, as the last six months or so of feasting events have proven, I have completely lost the capacity to judge what will fit in my stomach. Made myself miserable again yesterday, and I thought I was eating a (yes, large) but still reasonable portion.
So last night tried to make up for it. I dreamed about people I have loved dearly who, due to distance or death are not in my life anymore. My great-grandmother, my paternal grandfather, my maternal grandmother, an old crush, a far-away uncle, even my parents (who are alive, of course, but far away and I was thinking of them a lot yesterday). It was a very fluid dream, and I don't remember it all. My great-grandmother was in a class with me, then I was trying to get to church with her and my grandmother, then I think I was at Granddad's house with the rest of my birth family, where I was trying to clean some kind of fancy coffemaker with the old crush, and I noticed that the kitchen clock had been turned upside down and I yelled at my uncle did he do that, which he denied. It was an odd dream, but it was nice to be with those people again.
In other news, as the last six months or so of feasting events have proven, I have completely lost the capacity to judge what will fit in my stomach. Made myself miserable again yesterday, and I thought I was eating a (yes, large) but still reasonable portion.
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Date: 2011-04-25 01:09 pm (UTC)So much better to have comforting dreams of people you love.